Since January 2005...

Parting has been especially sad.
It all started before boy had to enlist to National Services.
The week prior was especially tough and somewhat sweetly heartbreaking. =)

Lately such feelings resurfaced again.

I enjoyed my work despite how ugly a day could be.
Despite the stress, the apes whom I faced, the fast paced, the blues , I still like it there.
Nice colleagues makes the environment so much easier to fit in.

So my work week is fairly packed with work, tuition, time for family and friends.

And his is more of army,soccer,army,soccer and his family.

As a result we could really only afford time for each other on Saturdays.
An once in a while dinner during one of the weekdays.

Watched "Perfect Catch" today.

She's into work.

He's into sports.

Haha.

Somewhat similar but not of cos.

Btw it was a pretty good movie!

Caught all the right waves of emotions there, go watch it!

It is really only lately (that I remembered) that each parting is so heart wrenching.

Sometimes it hurt so much that I refused to acknowledge.

I refuse to thoroughly enjoy myself during a Saturday.

Why?

Coz happy times fly too fast,I was so scared that nightfall administers before I notice it.

I am so scared that I dont wanna look into your eyes only to keep remembering that I am a one day princess.

Due to some events, we had to part especially early today.

I knew he wont see me home but when he didnt said it and board the bus with me, I kinda hope for the better.

Till he kissed goodbye at the alighting busstop.

"This is heartbreaking... It really is..."

It was embarrassing to tear in a bus but I still cant help as the sight of his face vanished as the bus moved.

While it sounds silly to you..=) I really cant help it.

If I can, I would laugh at myself now.

Much as I would throw myself to work and focus.

Much as I would motivate myself and enjoy each coming day.

Much as I knew that when Monday comes, it still wont be as bad as those Mondays I had in the past.

Much as I knew that it is only with the coming of a weekday that would brings me closer to the weekend.

But...

I only wanna have more time.

Just a bit more time with you.

Time is really not on our side,yea?

As I am feeling so sad thinking of all these but I know that it's not that bad.

Cos' I am not alone in such blues agony.

You are here too.

No.

Not that distance is a problem.

=)